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So Glad for the Weekend

When I did my student-teaching a couple of years ago, I used to long for Friday afternoon like Romeo longed for Juliet.  As much as I loved (and still love) what I was doing, it was always great to make it to the weekend.

And yes, being back in the classroom, that feeling as returned.  Although we got off to a slow start due to Tropical Storm Fay, school started on Wednesday, and I just completed my first week of teaching.  How was it?  Great.  Challenging.  Exciting.  Exhilarating.  Exhausting.  Memorable.  I could keep going, but I won’t.

I think that part of what people don’t understand about teaching is the amount of preparation that it requires.  I liken it to preparing for a play.  Every class period, you’re putting on the performance.  You’ll have a different audience who will react differently to what you’re saying, even though the material is similar.  But then there are also the interruptions.  The student who can’t keep quiet is like the person in the audience who refuses to turn off their cell phone.  The student who can’t sit still is like the person in the audience who has to keep getting up in the middle of the performance to go to the lobby, or the restroom; stepping over several people each time (because they aren’t considerate enough to take an aisle seat).

What I’m navigating is how to deal with the interruptions, and how to also balance the age difference.  I teach 6th graders and 8th graders.  My 6th graders are a challenge.  They are chatty, inquisitive, needy, and energetic.  They each require individual attention and care.  They each have their own gifts to explore, and they feel awkward- as middle school is an awkward place.  I am privileged to get to explore that with them, under the auspices of teaching world history.

My 8th graders are a challenge also.  They are incredibly independent, increasingly more confident and sure of themself (yet also needing to be validated), inquisitive, and excited.  Like my 6th graders, they also require individual attention and care.  They are deciding how they want to be distinct while still remaining similar.  I am honored to meet them at this point in their journey of self-discovery, with a guise of teaching them US history.  All that said, my philosophy for teaching middle schoolers is quite simple:  they don’t care how much I know until they know how much I care.

Although I’m grateful that I’ve made it to the weekend, and I am enjoying the time that I don’t have to be with children, I still have things to do.  There are files to be organized, lesson plans to be reviewed, and papers to be graded.  I’m always sensitive about my weekends because I feel like they should be refreshing (i.e.: not consumed with work) but productive.  My desire to be a good teacher often means working a little (okay, a lot) more than I’d prefer; however, I feel like some of what you don’t have in natural ability can be made up in hard work.  Additionally, I feel that if I expect my students to work hard, then I have to model that same behavior to them.

All that said, it’s been a great first week with the students.  Only…35 more weeks to go?  Something like that :-).

Oh, and if there are any teachers out there that care to share some tips for a first year teacher, feel free to leave your comments.  I’d be most appreciative.


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stuff that makes me nervous

This morning I found a blog and an op-ed on the AJC.com about giving teachers report cards.  The writer of the op-ed says the following:

The most reliable measure of whether teachers will succeed with a class is whether they have succeeded before, but the relevant data are treated as top secret by most districts. While a parent can find out how third-graders at their school fared on the state’s Criterion-Referenced Competency Tests last year, they can’t tease out how Ms. Brown’s third-grade class, or Mr. Smith’s, performed.

Virtually all data about individual teacher performance disappear into some black hole. If you pull up the latest state Department of Education Report Card for Gwinnett’s Brookwood High School, for example, you can find out that 45 percent of algebra students exceeded standards, 36 percent met, and 18 percent failed.

But there’s no way Brookwood parents can discern whether any corollary exists between student pass rates and specific math teachers. Nor can you match Advanced Placement scores to teachers — unless there’s only one person teaching an AP course that year.

True, test results for a single year won’t tell parents much; it could be that a teacher walked into a class of slow learners one year and a class of Einsteins the next.

However, it would be helpful and fair to examine a teacher’s performance over several years. If Brookwood parents discovered that the students of one algebra teacher consistently surpassed standards and students of another repeatedly failed, they’d push hard to get their kid in the former’s class.

Now, please don’t get it twisted.  I’m all about teacher accountability.  Really, I am.  I believe that teacher performance does make a difference in the education of our students.  But I think I need some more information on how this would work before I can decide if I’m sold on it.

In some school environments, parents request class changes for their children just so their child can receive an A.  Does that mean the child is high achieving or does that mean that the teacher is a lax grader?  Right now, we’re in an educational environment that emphasizes high achievement on standardized tests.  If my students pass the test, does that make me a great teacher?  Are you really able to gauge their ability to successfully understand and articulate the principles behind the Declaration of Independence or the Emancipation Proclamation when all they have to do is bubble in an answer?

Teachers are an integral part of the education system, and I’m all for holding US (yes, including me) accountable.  And report cards might be part of that system of accountability.  But I would hope that these (and other) options would be FULLY explored before anything is put into place.

Just my thoughts from a first year teacher…