life beyond the well…


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Belated Merry Christmas

I’m a few days late, but Merry Christmas to those who still take the time to read this blog.  It’s been a delightful time, and I’m happy to report that this blog is coming to you live from the family computer of my parents’ home in Arizona.

There’s been a lot going on since the last time I posted.  The unfortunate being that a horrible sickness took over my school, affecting students and teachers alike.  I’m sad to say that I was involved.  I had to take two days off of work (which I HATE), to take care of me.  After I thought that I was getting better, I ended up getting worse…which resulted in a trip to an urgent care facility to get prescriptions.  Three sets of medications and 6 days later, I’m much better.  I still have a cough, but I can talk, breathe, and eat something other than soup.  I feel like I’m at 100%.

Now, I mentioned that I HATE missing work.  I do.  As much as my students tend to drive me CRAZY with their antics, we have a type of organized chaos that we flow with.  When I’m not there, they really let lose, and it’s nearly impossible to stay on course.  I always dread the notes that I will see from the substitute teachers about their behavior.  I haven’t figured out a way to curb poor behavior when I’m absent (I don’t believe that I should bribe them, because then it’s about the reward, and not understanding that their behavior should be up to par PERIOD).  If you have any suggestions about that, let me know.

But we’ll fast forward.  On Christmas Eve, I arrived in Phoenix.  Thankfully, my flight was smooth.  Flying is such an experience for me.  I really dislike it.  If its an afternoon/evening flight, you best believe that I’ve had a glass of wine prior to getting on the flight to help take the edge off.  Once we’ve taken off, I’m in the air negotiating with Jesus the whole way.  At any hint of turbulence, I’m usually telling Jesus about how it’s way too soon for me to die, and I know that He wouldn’t have it that way because I haven’t finished all of the things that He’s put on the “to-do” list.  I know that He’s in control, but I’m glad He’s a good listener.

Since being home, I’ve enjoyed the camaraderie and love that can only be provided by your family.  You know, the relaxation and brutal honesty that makes all the other things in your life seem to be trivial.  I miss having family close so that I can have some sort of refuge to escape from my regularly scheduled life.  It’s just something about having people there, in your corner, on your team, unconditionally.  I love it.  I love being home, and I’m hoping that I find a way to channel and create the energy that I have now when I return to Florida.

Now for the Christmas highlights.  The big winner in the gift department seemed to be Mom, which isn’t any surprise.  My stepfather usually goes way above and way beyond the call of duty, and she’s always happy.  As for us kids, this was the season of money and electronics- we each ended up with a gadget that we desired, as well as some money in our pockets.  Gotta love that.

There are some things from this season that I’ve noticed for myself, which have hinted at personal growth.  For one, I made, and for the most part, stuck with my Christmas budget.  I won’t be angry or crying when credit card statements come next month, because they weren’t used.  I love that I won’t be the least bit surprised about that.  Along those same lines, I really feel that I’ve done well with exercising discipline in the post-Christmas blitz.  There was a point where I’d be maximizing this shopping season for all its worth, getting all I can from these sales.  Now, I’m more about things that have worth, and none of those can be found at a sale.  It’s a welcome change…in addition to keeping some change in my pocket.

That said, it has been a Merry Christmas for me, and I do hope that yours has been as well.  I pray that you’ve been blessed with the precious gifts of the season, none of which can be found on sale. 

Until next time…peace and blessings to you!


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prayers for a younger sister

Me, with my little sister, Michelle

Me, with my little sister, Michelle

The above picture is of me and my younger sister, Michelle, during my graduation weekend in 2007.  I love this picture of us because it’s one of the few times that I can actually get her and her attitude together so that we can enjoy the moment and be genuinely happy.

I love my sister.  And for the record, I love my baby sister, and my brother also.  I would give up a lung, kidney, liver, and some other things for each of them, if the situation required it.  I love them for many reasons- one of which is because they have brought so much joy into my life.  We (my mother, father, and myself) adopted each of them (my two sisters and my brother) when they were each 18 months old.  Fast forward some years, and they are 17, 16, and 14.  It’s been a good journey.

That journey hasn’t been without it’s ups and downs though.  Right now, we’re in the middle of down with my sister, Michelle.  She’s beautiful, smart, hard-working, compassionate…but this teenage phase has transformed her into someone we all hardly recognize.  And it’s taking a toll on the family.

I’m not able to talk to to my sister right now, but here’s what I would tell her if I could:

Dear Michelle,

I want you to know how much I love you.  I know that being a teenager is hard, and there are tough decisions to make, and you’ve done well thus far.  I admire your determination and your passion to follow what you want for yourself.  Not many people your age have those qualities, and it’s good to see that.

I also want you to know that I do believe that there is so much ahead for you in your future.  I believe that you can be whatever you want to be.  I remember we talked about you going into law, and we charted out a plan on how to get you there.  That’s one of my favorite moments with you.  Another favorite moment is when we walked to Wal-Greens and Blockbuster over Christmas break.  And I also remember teaching you how to put on make up, and helping you shop for back to school clothes.  We’ve had some good times together, and I know we’ll have even more.

Please know that even though I’m not there with you, I’m always thinking of you and you can ALWAYS count on me.  Continue to take care of yourself and go after your dreams.  Look out for Sarah and Joshua- they look up to you.  Oh, and don’t give Mom such a hard time.  Really.  Don’t give Mom such a hard time.  And, let her know that you appreciate her every now and then.  And lastly, remember that today’s bad decisions are a down payment on tomorrow’s problems.

I love you,

Erin

For those of you who read this- please pray for my sister.  Being a teenager is hard, and I pray that God continues to watch over her and the rest of my family.  I struggled with some things as a teenager, but because of God’s grace and mercy, I made it through.  I am praying and expecting to be able to say the same thing for my younger sister.

Until next time…