life beyond the well…

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Ten.

“I’m glad I can look at my past and see that troubles don’t last; that when my soul was broken, God placed it in a cast…” – Me

On Saturday, December 6, 2003; in Ehringhaus Residence Hall on the campus of UNC-Chapel Hill, I gave my life to Christ.

I came to that point after years of growing up and serving in church, but never having a full knowledge or understanding of the gospel.  It wasn’t until I came to college that I met people who not only went to church, but had a relationship with Christ.  Slowly, the pieces came together, and on that wonderful Saturday, through tears, I asked Jesus to be my Lord and Savior.

I wish that I could say that this journey has been easy.  It hasn’t.  As with any journey, or any relationship, it’s a daily commitment.  There were days I didn’t want to make it- I didn’t feel like it.  There were days where my heart felt weary and tired.  There were days were disappointments far outnumbered the delights.  There were days where my pursuit of God and the purpose that He has for my life were lackluster.  But through it all, I pressed my way, and I continued to learn and grow in the knowledge of God and in my relationship with Him.

One thing I know for sure- God has been so CRAZY faithful.  When I think of the last 10 years, and where He brought from, as well as what He brought me through I am so humbled because I know I’m not worthy or deserving.  It’s so difficult to put in words- but my heart is so overwhelmed by His love, His grace, and His mercy.

Ten years ago, I accepted the invitation to drink from a well that wouldn’t run dry, and my life hasn’t been the same since.

My cup overflows.

Be encouraged!  Peace and Blessings!

PS: Because I think it’s important to acknowledge where I’ve come from- check out my testimony.


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God’s Delight

The other morning as I was helping my little one prep for the day, I marveled to myself at how flawlessly she followed our routine. She knew exactly what to do, step by step, and almost didn’t need me there to facilitate anything. Nevertheless I sat and watched quietly, making sure everything was okay.  Once or twice, she would call out for assistance, but for me, this was mostly a spectator sport.

As I watched, I reflected on how much she’s grown, even over the past few months. Tasks that have previously required instructions at every step have nearly been mastered. I delighted at her growth, while simultaneously wishing that time would slow down for a little while longer.  She’s never going to be this age again.  And while the days can be long, the years are so short.

As I delighted in her growth, I imagined that this is the same delight that God feels when we grow.  As we master things and circumstances where we previously need his guidance at every step, we grow to a place where we are in tune with how we should handle things and we almost don’t need him to facilitate that area of our life anymore.  Regardless of our growth, He never leaves us, continuously watching and providing support, making sure that everything is okay.  And when we do call out, He answers and comes to our assistance.

Every now and then, I get a glimpse of how God sees us, and I’m amazed.  I’m so grateful for a God who delights in me and over me, who stays with me as I grow and at times act as if I have outgrown Him.  Thank you, Lord for your presence and your patience.  Amen.

Be encouraged!  Peace and blessings!