my subject describes me. i’m sick and tired. but i think fannie lou hamer said it best: “sick and tired of being sick and tired.” with that said, i suppose that it’s time to make some changes in my life. i need to increase my productivity and really get some things done. but…as always, there is no time. it sucks that i’m getting to be sick now, at the end of the semester, when i need to finish off strong. i also need to finish these graduate school applications. i’ve completed them all online…it’s just the actual statement of purpose and such that needs to be taken care of. i’m almost complete with UNC, and I’m going to finish Maryland’s this week. then i can breathe easy…one burden off of my shoulders.

i also think it’s time to find another job…or find an additional job. money is getting to be tight around here and i need to be able to buy christmas gifts and stuff, as well as pay bills. we’ll see what happens on that front. there were a few openings that i noticed that i think will be good for me. so…that’s the quest for now…to finish grad school statements and to get up on this work and be ultra productive for the next couple of weeks. i’m still finding inspiration in 1 corinthians 2:9 which says, “However, as it is written: ‘No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him.'” ain’t that what’s up?

so…for now i’ma focus my energy on getting some reading done for class…i’ll holla