So, I figured that the better way to look at what I do and the challenges that I face is to find the simple victories every day. Yesterday’s simple victory was that I finally got keys to my classrooms (yes, that was classroomS…I teach in 3 different classrooms, and do advisory in another). Today’s simple victory was actually AGAINST the students…in that I wrote up four students for discipline.
In the giant scheme of things, I don’t consider this to be a victory at all. Consistent discipline problems affect classroom performance for the student who is misbehaving, as well as the other students in class. No one likes to be distracted. However, it’s a constant struggle to remind them that we’re not peers, and one way that is done is by not tolerating behavior that is disrespectful and distracting to others. ‘Nough said.
Perhaps the biggest simple victory would be that I’ve recently been reminded as to how AWESOME God is. On Friday, I transitioned into the grown folks club as I celebrated my 25th birthday. People who know me, know how much I LOVE birthdays, and this one was truly special. As I reflect on life, I’m so grateful for the ways that God has blessed me, because I know that I am SO undeserving. Being able to see 25, in the midst of living my dreams, with a wonderful family and a host of friends is so awesome. Seriously, if God never did ANYTHING else, He has already done MORE THAN enough. Yet and still, I know that the best is yet to come.
I must confess that things with the job had been getting me down; however, I’m hanging in there. There’s a purpose and a plan for me to be here, and I will see it through.