LIFE IN BLOOM

Learning How to Flourish in God's Grace


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carolina in my mind…

like most of my classmates, i’ve been thinking about what my future holds, seeing that graduation is about 90 days away. and thinking about what my future holds also makes me reflect on my time at carolina. while thinking about this, i surfed through the DTH archives looking at what past columnists and editors wrote about their carolina experience. different backgrounds…but we all feel the same things:

“During senior year, the lure of graduation turned into a siren’s call distracting one from school work…graduation was a tempting way of escaping pointless assignments, nightmarish exams, and mind-numbing lecturers…But such freedom comes at a heavy price- seniors have to leave the university they’ve come to know and grown to love. Chapel Hill is the place where most seniors had their first real taste of independence. During four years seniors have formed lifelong friendships and they’ve fallen in and out of love…Graduation means never hearing the Bell Tower chime out the school fight song while reading or resting on the quad on a warm fall day. It means an end to deciding suddenly to skip class one day with friends and make fun of the Pit Preacher’s sign and inane rantings. It means never staying up all night, drinking Coke and munching on peanuts, writing a history paper that has to be turned in the next day at 9am. Graduation means missing that special hint of magic when you’re the only person walking across the quad late at night and you have the entire campus at your feet. Most graduating seniors have spent roughy a fifth of their lives at UNC over four short years. Those years are long enough to form a lasting bond with friends, to understand the magic permeating the air at UNC, and to realize how much leaving it all behind will hurt. But those years just aren’t long enough.” ~Lucas Fenske, 4.28.03

“I’m thankful for the extracurricular opportunities this Univerisity has afforded me and my fellow seniors. From these opportunities we learn future trades, how to be professional and how much work it takes–but how rewarding it is– to follow your dreams. I’m thankful for the people UNC has introduced us to–for the people who we hold most dear and for the people who have taught us more about the world we live in…And I’m even thankful for all those trials and tribulations that came along the way and made us more thoughtful students and stronger people…Carolina has made me a better citizen of this country and a better member of humanity. My four years here will echo in everything I do for the rest of my life. And that–more than the brick buildings, stone walls or the blooming dogwoods is the beauty of this institution.” ~Kim Minugh, 4.28.03

wow. is it really almost over? i remember moving into cobb my first year here for pre-o. i remember fati living in joyner. i remember joining bsm. i remember jovi being my cochee. i remember retreats, parties, pit-sitting, lunches, classes, meetings…can it really be ending so soon? carolina has given me so much. and to think i had absolutely NO intention of coming here. god has blessed me with the experience of a lifetime. i don’t know if i’d ever be able to express in words what my experience here has meant to me. i thank god for leading me here.

“i’m a tar heel born, i’m a tar heel bred…”

“in my mind, i’m going to carolina. can’t you see the sunshine? can you just feel the moonshine?
maybe just like a friend of mine, it hit me from behind. yes, i’m goin’ to carolina in my mind. with a holy host of others standing ’round me, still i’m on the dark side of the moon. and it seems like it goes on like this forever…you must forgive me…if i’m up and gone to carolina in my mind…”


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carolina blue skies…

as i was walking across campus today, i felt an overwhelming sense of peace as i observed my surroundings. warm weather…carolina blue skies…it was a match made in the southern part of heaven. i’m getting rather nostalgic as my time at carolina winds down. the last 3.5 years have come and gone quickly, and all i’m left with is 94 days until commencement. it’s weird to think that in 94 days, i’ll wrap up another chapter of my life and be well on my way to something new. carolina has changed me in so many ways–academially, socially, spiritually, culturally. my time here has truly been the experience of a lifetime, and i wouldn’t trade any moment of it (happiness, sadness, frustration, hurt, anger, excitement) for anything else. at this point, i truly understand how alumni such as thomas wolfe feel when they describe their time at carolina as, “as close to magic as i’ve ever been” or as charles kuralt says, “i’m only beginning to appreciate the love i have for chapel hill.” nestled between north carolina’s capital, research hubs, and colonial comforts of small towns, chapel hill has made itself into this weird enclave of academia and some rare form of conservative liberalism that welcomes all who wish to engage it. i’ve engaged it and it has engaged me…and i think that my departure from chapel hill will be bittersweet…to say the least.

on another note, i must say that i have been rejuvenated and i’m feeling better than i’ve felt in a long while. i thought i’d be pretty solemn for valentine’s day, but there are always some surprises that can make things better. i’m grateful for the little things and a completely new outlook that allowed me to experience yesterday with the utmost comfortablility and grace. life is good.

also…i HAVE to shout out my friends who have been there for me over the last say…three or four weeks. so here goes…nitras, jovi, fati, carmen, nicole, twilla, malinda, mitch, rell, tj…y’all are some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. from your prayers, to your encouraging spirits, and all the fun times we’ve wrapped up…i am forever grateful for all of you being placed in my life. y’all have listened to me, helped me clean my room, been there when i thought it was all over…i love y’all…and that’s word.

so…i’m in encouraged spirits now…one grad school acceptance down…waiting on one more. god keeps on blessing me. i’m learning and i’m growing….

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“i’m glad i can look at my past and see that troubles don’t last; that when my soul was broken god placed it in a cast…when i shed tears because i thought it was the end, god said, ‘it’s not over’, smile again…”~meeeeee

“what is it that binds us to this place like none other? it is not the well or the bell or the stone walls or the crisp october nights or the memory of dogwoods blooming. our love for the place is based on the fact that it is as it was meant to be- a university of the people” ~charles kuralt

“there’s no accident…it’s all an incident working together for your good.” ~twilla

“when we trust god, the future always holds hope.” ~upper room daily devotional

“if we let god choose our path, we will discover new blessings.” ~upper room daily devotional