“Give us this day our daily bread…” – Matthew 6:11 KJV
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” – Matthew 6:34 NIV
When I think about my life, there’s a good chunk of it that has been spent in worry and anticipation. Worrying about things that may never happen and anticipation of things to come. I think we can all identify with those feelings.
The challenge with oscillating between worry and anticipation is that, if you’re not careful, you’ll be completely absent from the present, missing the moments that will soon be memories. I don’t want my life to be like that. I want to fully drink in the thirst of this day, celebrating the successes I experience and growing from the challenges I face.
We’re currently fully immersed in newborn hazing, which includes lots of quiet days and not-so-quiet nights. Operating off of little sleep is not one of my skills, and according to Preacherman, I fall asleep faster than any person he’s ever met. But this season requires that I am attentive to the baby’s needs, and while I am looking forward to the days where he (and I) will sleep through the night, I don’t want to miss the moments of today.
I pray that I always remember his newborn smell and how it feels to have him snuggled against my chest in those early morning hours that he and I share. I pray that I never forget how he positions his hands while he’s sleeping or the faces that he makes when we swaddle him.
He’s only going to be this little for a short period of time. I mean, he’s already close to a month old (Lord, how?!?), and if that’s any indication for how fast the rest of his life will go, I just know that I can blink and he’ll be starting school, sneeze and he’ll be graduating, yawn and he’ll be off to college.
The days are long, but the years are short.
And while they are long, it’s up to me to maximize each day; to find the beauty in these mundane and difficult to manage moments; to trust in the Lord for his daily provision- his daily bread…and to not worry about anything beyond what’s in front of me.
Lord, help my mama heart. Help me to not just endure these moments, but to also enjoy them.
Until next time…
Be encouraged! Peace and Blessings!